February 2012
10 posts
2/12/12
today has been different, thats for sure. big step we took, deciding to be civil. its taken awhile to make this decision, and honestly im still not sure this is right. i keep tellin myself its fine, and its easier than hating you. how do you bring out these emotions in me? 3 months of no communication and i still cant help but think about the situation. i really just blame myself because i couldnt...
i hate..
being sick.
3rd time with bronchitis since december.
i suck at life.
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January 2012
26 posts
I GOT THE JOB!
even though i was just super nice to you..shoutout to quintin jamel houston for his stupid blog about how i have no future, because i quit school. im now a fulltime veterinary assistant - a career at 21. and i dont NEED school. thanks for being a disrespectful dickhead, and proving to me EXACTLY how grimey you are. ive been trying hard af to be happy for you, but…why be happy for someone...
blahh.
it gets REALLY discouraging when you give your ALL.
..and you get nowhere, and nothing in return.
1/27/12
..DO NOT EVER GET YOUR WISDOM TEETH REMOVED. i got 3 wisdom teeth and a cyst removed yesterday…i am in the worst pain ever. and my face is twice the size it normally is, AND i have bruises along my jaw, and on my hand from the needle -_____-
"friends"
..what are they these days?
i hope you used a condom. you already have one kid.
you really want another? but, then again, your livin the life being able to have babies and live off welfare.
1/23/2012
so, its been awhile tumblr.
not to much is new over here. i have bronchitis, AGAIN. i have to use an inhaler - attractive -_- i also am having my wisdom teeth taken out thursday. im alil nervous, i hate surgeries…and i hate people in my mouth. im still waiting to here back from the vet, but i think i have it in the bag :)
off to play with my little sister!
-b
1/15/2012
been away for a minute. whats new? not a whole lot…work sucks. BUT hopefully i can put in my 2 week notice on thursday..last day of my working interview is on wednesday. YAY! wish me luck. ummmm, im pet sitting for an entire week..it sucks right now. pet sitting = no sleep. but everything should come together soon..im excited, and praying. ive been tanning, and my ass and boobs have been...
i mean maybe..
you shouldnt be so quick to destroy good shit.
good people who actually give a damn about your stupid ass.
honestly.
i like when the people who hurt me, hurt.
no sympathy. karma.
and idc what.the.FUCK you say about it.
my title says..
..diary of brittany michelle.
maybe i should start writing like its an actual diary.
i hate when i cant sleep, and i have to be up early af.
days i dont have to be up early, i fall straight asleep!
Being in a relationship..
w0rthlessgurl:
It’s not about the labels or becoming official. It’s about getting to know someone well enough to develop genuine feelings for them. It’s about being understanding and forgiving when situations are at their worst. It’s about loving someone, not for what they have to offer but who they are. It’s never about blaming your significant other for not treating you like how you want to be...
but on another note..
i have ANOTHER interview with another vet on friday.
im stoked.
2012 is gonna be a good year, i can feel it!
this gym shit..
..is killin me.
im exhausted mentally and physically.
new year, same bullshit.
2011 was long as hell! went through so much shit with my family. next friday will be a year exactly that me my mom and sister left my stepdad. shit is crazy. i turned 21 in 2011, got an amazing job in 2011 and an interview, hopefully i start my career in 2012. i lost a few friends, but got some of my old ones back. got my heart broken, and embarrassed on the web *kanye shrug*. my grandma and aunt...
my sister..
..listens to the WEIRDEST music.
2012
1. im going to stop being an asshole.
2. workout more than twice a week.
3. pray more.
4. grind harder.
5. learn to save money.
thats what im working on.
December 2011
24 posts
21st birthday menu.
1. jack and coke.
2. island rum punch.
3. irish car bomb.
4. blue motorcycle.
5. shot of jack.
6. pineapple upside down shot.
7. vegas shot.
8. dragon berry shot.
9. incredible hulk.
10. pineapple upside down shot..again.
11. washington apple.
12. buttery nipple.
and two trips to the bathroom to puke..
ill admit.
..its weird not hearing from you.
especially today, a day i was really lookin forward to spending with you.
21.
the day is finally here, im 21. its been crazy..as always. something always goes wrong on my birthday. and today..people were just annoying as fuck. i did get a ton of gifts from kendall, and some cute sneakers from my grandma.
im ready for dinner though, i cant wait to see everyone, and get drinks.
should be fun, hopefully no one ruins it.
im worried about this one chick though…
$$$$$
i spent a shit load of money today! BUT i completed my birthday outfit!! i found my awesome leather jacket, finally found some tights..just need jewelry. i went to bath and body works, ross, and target, and even got my sisters birthday gift, and aj’s gift. ehh, i thought id have a shitload of money to SAVE…it goes to quick.
friday.
so, friday, is my 21st birthday. how fuckin exciting! im going to dinner with my AMAZING friends, in birkdale. im so stoked, but…i dont even drink. i have a feeling im going to be SHWAYSTEDDDD because i wanna try so many mixed drinks. Its also a combined celebration..im including my bestfriend, AJ. he just turned 19. another exciting thing about that night..i will FINALLY meet imari. its...
finally..
im getting somewhere. interview went great, now moving on to my 3 day working interview. should be pretty easy..and then i should know if i got the job the beginning of january :)
im beyond excited. a CAREER..benefits, insurance, everything. pretty fuckin good.
we’ll see how it goes.
nerves.
interview at lakecross in a bit. im so nervous, i could throw up. ive been on so many interviews before..but not for a job i will be doing my entire life. i hope i get it, it would be AMAZING to throw it in this kids face for trynna say i had no future. starting a career at 21..while your drinking your life away? sounds like a plan to me. how dare he talk about somebodys job and school situation,...
decisions.
im the shit. my boss has threatened to kill me if i take this vet job. he offered me 11 bucks an hour, and insurance..to stay and do part time at the vet. AROUND HIS SCHEDULE. he would probably make it to where i couldnt work at the vet. and pay my insurance? …what happens when you run out of money, or decide to stop paying it?? hmm? ill be stuck with a huge amount of health insurance...
